i really need to boost up my spirit. life has been so stressful and full of disappointment. I can't even pretend to be happy anymore. what to dooooooooo? :(
sorry to mimie, wawa, paris and anas who had been worried about me last week. thank you so much for caring. i know it's kinda gedik of me to do that. tension2 nak deactivate fb la, nak privatize blog la. but i guess i arrived to this point in my life where i felt like being disconnected from the world could bring me more peace and self-control.
i feel so weak these few days. and final exams are approaching.
from the universe point of view, i am only at a nano-scale. or perhaps pico or much less than that. i should be able to tunnel through any barriers. i don't know what went wrong, maybe the voltage applied to the barrier is too large. so i need to reconfigure my surroundings. but i don't know how and where to start.
maybe that's why we still can't find the one equation that could describe both the microscopic and macroscopic worlds. cause our wavelengths just do not coincide with the other spectral regions. talk about quantum tunneling.
i want to break free.
6 comments:
Hey kawan, don't despair. Even if you can't share your happiness, you can always share your burden with friends. A friend in need is a friend in deed, yea? There's a time and place for everything. Perhaps your ideal world has yet to come but keep having faith because you will surely be rewarded for persevering. Don't hesitate to talk to me if you need anything k?
**Big Hugsss**
Alyssa =)
hey peng you (i hope it means kawan, i googled it :D), thanks buddy. it was nice to have u just now hearing me babbling on ym LOL
hope to see you before the exams. i miss hanging out like we used to during summer!
worried shit ok.. sampe sik reply sms indah.. eeeee... saya mok gigit-gigit awak kelak the next time awak balit.
Kamek tauk kitak kuat urang nya.. so bila kamek nangga kitak macam sikda nak dikontek and alu nak deactivate fb ngan private blog ya, ya kamek nang takut ngan olah kitak ya..
Tauk, sometimes sik smua benda goes the way we want it to, tapi sik kan lah nak nanggung dik mpun ajak.. mun ada papa, padah.. bukannya kita baruk kenal.. maybe sik smua benda kitak rah sinun kamek sik tauk.. tapi sik bermaksud kitak sikpat nak cita kan nak?.. :)
Sik kira how little we see of each other, how sikit kita dapat berkontek-kontek, u are still my lilin dalam angin, ok.
*squishesssssssss*
sorry wawaaaaaaa :( *squishes you backkkk* boh gigit mek... mek pun sikpat nk control time ya. nya tiba2 berlaku. lak kontek ktk slalu2 keh :)
aww. dont worry my laling. u'll do fine.
hurm, if you can find an equation utk micro+macroscopic world, meh kite apply utk noble prize ekkk. KITE tau, bukan u sorang :D
GOOD LUCK!
hahahah paris, the best scientists in the world have been working on the equation for years, but they still can't find it yet. what chance will there be for a student whose IQ is degrading over the years like me to make such a discover. hahah maybe you could girl :) hikhik
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