wow! haha

on being yourself.
if you're created to be who you are, but one day someone told you that you can't be this way. it's a sin. which means that you have to change. what do people say about hypocrisy? so now you have to be someone who you don't want to be. but it's okay cause you're on the right path. according to valid resources. i think you are constantly in a dimension of challenge. and i don't know. you don't know. we are just humans. and based on our belief, if you comply and you manage to pull through till the end of the day. my whole respect for you, my friends.

on fear of the coming.
you've tasted some of the worst. you know that it's going to be gruesome next. but preparations remain labeled as a plan. don't go crying to the pillow in the next 4 months. you're jealous of your colleagues who seem to have a target in their life. who know what they're doing and why they're doing these and those. but you're just living your life, acting like a cat. letting time decides for you. smart move, you ass. but i am not like everyone else. you said. you are aware of the fact that, people around you especially, are superhumans. does that mean you are also one of them? but what the hell are you doing here. are you missing something here? now you start thinking that there has been a mistake. what a strong creation would do, is to prove the mistake to be a mistake. what have you done about it? are you a strong creation? silently you said you're a weak creation.

on talking in shitty language.
oh so you think writing with lots of sophisticated words is awesome. and you can't or maybe will never be able to make such sentences. but it's not like you can really comprehend those. so what's the point of writing in fancy style of writing? might as well put it in your own hard copy of diary, the one you could put a lock, which the combination number is only known by you and only you. in your world later on, you can guess (and it will most probably be true), you would not need to have that skill of encrypting and decrypting love letters. just numbers and logic. so stop saying how you wish you could be more creative. creativity is for people who are destined to be an icon in the future. picturing you, as an icon in the future, i'd rather shit in my pants.

gadoh

kita ni manusia. ada akal. ada perasaan. ada toleransi.

entah la ape aku nak cakap ni. tapi sekarang ni, tengah rasa cam sedeh gile okeh. walaupun bukan masalah aku. tapi bila tengok orang yang kita kenal dalam situasi yang aku rasa tak patutnya berlaku, down gile dowwwww. tak masok akal la. kenape tak boleh berjumpa settle depan muka ke. main kutuk-kutuk. main buang-buang. ape nak jadi ngan dunia ni? T_T sedeh dow... itu lah dunia aku dulu tau...

And hold fast, all together, by the rope which Allah (stretches out for you), and be not divided among yourselves; and remember with gratitude Allah's favor on you; for you were enemies and He joined your hearts in love, so that by His Grace, you became brethren; and you were on the brink of the pit of Fire, and He saved you from it. Thus do Allah make His Signs clear to you: That you may be guided. (Al-E-Imran, 103)

semoga Allah bukakan hati kita semua... :(