A woman named Dharmiza

Happy birthday to one of my bestest buddies, Dayang Nur Salmi Dharmiza.

We've known each other since we were like 12, but started to be besties when we were 14. We sat next to each other when we were in form 2 and 3. Right in the first row. Hahah, I remember we always did our own thing during classes. Laughing like crazy people. Writing letters to our crushes. Hahaha that was so stupid. remember the bad boys? syawal and shane? Calling radio 4. OMGGGGGG. Invented our own hi-five which always got people amazed everytime we did it in front of them.

I miss you so badly. I think it's almost 5 years now. It's so hard to get to you eh? I mean, I got to see wawa, muni and other people. But you, are like, are you running away from me? hahah.

I have a dream. One day, you, wawa, muni and I. We go on a vacation together. Please make my dream come true. What do you guys say? :)

Anyway, again happy birthday to you darling. Your card in own its way. I hope it gets to you. Have a great birthday honey. LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUU
:D

hugssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

failure, maybe

disappointment brings you nowhere... sigh... i have no choice, but to keep on moving. I have an assignment due on Saturday, and I have math on monday, and energy on wednesday. And, I haven't started anything on math or energy yet.

plus, a problem which is very personal.

i haven't written anything happy or interesting for since like, 3 months. So, I'll try and pretend to talk about some happy stuffs now. zelda: the spirit tracks is out, i got the game plus the collectors' edition guide, hardcover and full coloured-pages. Buddy, you're the best. Thanks Nasri :D

there, happy for like 45 seconds. i'm back to misery mode.

The reasons

to be gila are as follows,

1 - two fkcing long assignments due on monday. so, my weekend was not really a weekend. before that in the previous week, i had an assignment due on thursday which was quite a tough one and a lab report due on friday. and it was on friday when i found out that i have another two assignments due next week, which were math and physics. so i had, two long assignments due on monday, the JFET and MOSFET shit due on tuesday, presentation on wednesday, math assignment on wave equation and laplace on the same day (which of course i wasn't able to finish all of them) and finally i have a project report due on friday. and next week i'll have my first exam on the 10th. which is not that bad. but i just found out about that today after paid the student account office a visit.

2- this is another story. i couldn't view my exam schedule because of outstanding balance from summer. So i thought my sponsor did not pay the full amount and so i emailed them, and since i was too worried about my exams schedule, and i had been waiting for like one week so i emailed them again, with like a firmer tone. not rude. well i just said, can i have some updates on this matter asap please? just like that. and so officer called me and said they had already paid the fees in May. and suddenly i remember adding another course but dropped it during the first week of the academic session. it turned out that i'd be charged around 40% for dropping the course during that week. somehow i wasn't aware of this, i just thought that there would be no penalty for dropping the course early. so that is where my outstanding account came from. and i was like being scolded by the head officer, well it wasn't really a fierce scolding but i just felt bad, cause oh well, i have my story which i think is inappropriate for me to share with everyone. but the thing is, this case really made me feel so upset and now i'm worried, cause my sponsor requested for my transcript and if they found out that i dropped the other course as well, i really can't imagine what would happen. might just mean that i might not be able to go back home next year :( i just hope that everything is going to be fine. so adik2 mara, if you want to add any courses during summer, just make sure that you make up your mind earlier and if you want to drop anything, make sure that the thing that happened to me would not happen to you. cause trust me, there is really no fun in dealing with this matter. plus the hectic week that i'm having right now. it's funny cause my intention to better my grades turned out to be, self-destructive.

3-i'm scared. my courses are really tough this term. i'm not lying.

4-i'm double-scared. next term smells like a hell year, might be worse than this term.

so i do have the right to be gila, don't I?