Sunday, November 15, 2009

how come

i never realized that happiness is actually something that you can't share with someone else?
adeh... it's really demotivating when i have set my mind today that i am going to be good to everyone, that i'll try my best to be a better servant but at the end of the day i didn't get the response that i was hoping for. i really don't mind anymore.

*lets out a long sigh*

maybe this was the wrong path after all :(
and now i'm stuck. i can't say to my parents "mommy daddy i want to go home and be a kindergarten teacher."

i am just so disappointed with my life right now. i really really wish that I can turn back time. i know it's impossible. just saying. not sure if saying this would make me feel any better. but. *sighsssssssssssssss* for now, just stay away from my life. this hatred is just eating me up. right now.

:(

3 comments:

Isbjørn Fra Nord said...

People nowadays just get to themselves only. *ssssiiiiggghhhtttt

Najwa H. said...

*hugssss*

Kenak tok sayang oii.. Dah, dah...
You know that there are lots of people who will love you no matter what lah.. You are my llin dalam angin.. ^^

And you'd so ROCK as a kindergarten teacher.. :p

Miss ya babe! :)

Halfi Mustafa said...

who says you cant share happiness? literally it isnt a solid object but i believe you can share it. be it not sharing laughs but other simple things. maybe just a little smile or thoughts that made people's life a bit better would do for me:D

i think i know what you mean when u say ur disappointed but hey lets not let the regrets become your life. no one is perfect, we all make mistake(s) the only way to live like a human is to make the best of what you have right now and pray to god it's the best for you too for HE knows best:)