would i be out of line

"To see you when I wake up Is a gift I didn't think could be real To know that you feel the same as I do Is a three-fold, Utopian dream" it was a seven-fold Utopian dream, honestly... "I see your picture, I smell your skin on The empty pillow next to mine You have only been gone ten days But already, I'm wasting away"
more than ten days... too long to even count the days.
"I know I'll see you again Whether far or soon But I need you to know that I care And I miss you" and you wouldn't know... and you wouldn't care...

promises

we made promises. are promises made to be broken? i want to learn to be free from feelings. this life is fed by patience. not yet for long, but it feels like forever. seeing the same promises made but without you in the equation, i couldn't help but to feel beaten up. and seeing the meaningful special name you used to call me being assigned to another, more lovely person. just requires patience. have patience. is being heartless the only way to heal? when acceptance is forced. and to live up to everyone's expectation is forced.

Thanks Grooveshark

Somehow, reading this, breaks my heart a little. A very very good friend of mine introduced me to Grooveshark when I was studying in Canada. I enjoyed using their service. And they have been so humble about their mistake. Thank you and all the best guys.

Lemons

Sometimes life is going so great it is too good to be true. Every opportunity racing to your doorstep that you started to ignore your actual interests. Then comes a day when you start saying "Oh I should have done that in the first place, instead of this." But what do people say about life throwing lemons at you? You make some damned lemonade bubble tea or lemon pie or something! Hahaha so yea, it's times like these that make you feel so much human than ever. I think being a human is very, very interesting. Let's do this shit!!!

From Wollae to Melaka

Rest area from Nopo-dong to Incheon Airport

I was actually in the toilet. Yes, a freaking toilet! With this view.

 

With Ha and Quang in Melaka!

Quang wanted to eat durian.

Ha ate durian for the second time, and he's starting to like it.

Ha and Quang treated my family for dinner

Finally met Bradpitt. 

still can't get over 2012

2012 was the year that

- i started my first job after graduating and being unemployed for 6 months at uniten, as a tutor position, which was a contract position (2 years)

- i got into kings, 2 weeks late, was doing the application and interview a week prior to my flight to korea, and i bought the ticket to korea a day before, right after the meeting of uniten's management board.

- i had to leave my home in kuching and moved to uniten, bangi. and i had to stay in a training center dormitory (ILSAS) next to uniten.

- cancelled my trip to koh samui, thailand. burnt the ticket. because of kings.

- ate pufferfish for the first time

- ate sea urchin for the first time

- my christian grandfather died

- met up with makteh (aunt - my dad's younger sister) in seoul and went around together. even went to nami island together

- my family moved to malacca for good. i miss kuching now :(

- my super best friend got married. and i couldn't attend :( but i sent a dedication video, singing a song for her and her husband. the video was shown during the wedding.

- another one of my super best friends got engaged

- i went for an underground korean rock band gig

- i went for a korean band concert - busker busker (버스커 버스커)

- performed at a korean wedding for the first time

- i got promoted to red belt in just 5 months. skipped yellow, got blue, and from blue got promoted to red. i didn't think i would get it, so it was kinda a surprise for me

- i found a korean best friend :) so glad i met and got to know you soohyun. i really do :')

- i learned to speak korean and also some vietnamese, thai and even swahili languages

- went to seoraksan twice, during fall and winter. went to ulsan bawi during my first visit

- submitted and presented my first ever conference paper in Gyeongju

- finished reading book 3 of george r.r. martin's "the song of ice and fire" series

yesterdays

Jinha Beach

I miss Lolo

And I miss Kirah

Be saaaafe!