promises

we made promises. are promises made to be broken? i want to learn to be free from feelings. this life is fed by patience. not yet for long, but it feels like forever. seeing the same promises made but without you in the equation, i couldn't help but to feel beaten up. and seeing the meaningful special name you used to call me being assigned to another, more lovely person. just requires patience. have patience. is being heartless the only way to heal? when acceptance is forced. and to live up to everyone's expectation is forced.