never enough

i think i am a victim, of a monopoly company's anxiety over the decline of its revenue. very unfortunate. and i feel so lazy right now, but my project report is due tomorrow. and there's also an assignment that is due tomorrow.

a test is a test. a test by God is also a test. and holidays are also a test.
what i'd really love to do tomorrow, is, to sit under a tree by the beach and play guitar. it'd be really really nice if that's possible and... doable. only in my dreams.

i really need a cat as a pet, but my landlord won't allow me to do so.
i want to bake some cookies, though i know my cookies are not like the best in the world. but i just want to bake.

i want to go out and walk around and snap lots of pictures.
i want to go to a talk, any topic would do. just for fun.
i want to volunteer, i've been wanting to do this since the first time i got here.
so many things to do but time, is all i'm lacking.

"By the time! —Surely man is in loss, Except those who believe and do good, and exhort one another to Truth, and exhort one another to patience." (Al-Asr, 103:1-3)

see how precious time is and yet you, ungrateful human, has been wasting your time happily and have forgotten the ultimate reason why you are where you're at right now.