it was so stupid of me to type in *toot* in the search box and google it. now i have all the guilt in the world pressurizing my lungs, causing inactivity in my brain. i really can't study right now. after what happened at Mac. and now this. idiot.
right now, i feel so bad that there is somebody at the end of the world who still treasure somebody when a so called best friend here could not appreciate the person's presence and sacrifices at all. shame on you. i really don't deserve this. somebody else does. and it just fucking annoys me that until this very day i still can't fucking get a grip on this fucking matter, cause i still believe that i have taken probably the thorniest path in my life. i never thought it would be this hard. this is hard. this is fucking hard.
wishes are still desired.
3 comments:
Wow, you're a fierce lady! I've never use "f**king" in my blog, although I would like to. :P
haha, try using it in one of your entries, and let me know how it feels like, okai?
Not okay, I am budak baik. :P
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